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Monday, July 25, 2005

the truth

well...

the truth always hurt..

for the past few days..

i am totally lost in his love..

but everything is gone nw..

i cant deny that i am nt sad..

i am veri sad...

i even have thoughts of makin myself drunk..

but i think that will be too foolish..

realli thank Yuxing for accompaning me..

sorry that i make u worried..

realli thankz..

realli appreciate it..

seeing u rushin all de way to Bugis to find me..

and in de end..

accompany take a bus all de way to clementi..

and asked me nth but juz let me cry..

thankx...

i am totally in lost state..

i cant think properly at all..

things happen to fast..

think i have walked a wrong step by falling for him first ba..

or rather accepting it....

whatever it is..

still..

i am hurts..

deep down in my heart..

i wanna cry myself to death..

duHz...

abit too serious hor~..

juz wanna cry and flood myself can le..

but think my tear glands nt that gd..

can onli cry for like a while ba..

but still..

though i said i will forget abt everything..

but i dun think i can..

i will nt give up ba...

sorry....

but i think i will be fine ba...

we are frenz again..

ya?

to u*

i realli dun understand why u give up just so easily?!

yesh.. i am hurtx..

veri hurtx..

the feeling is just like u held me so high up,

and slammed me hard on de floor...

it hurts so much that i duno when will de pain be gone...

but there is nth i can do..

i have done all i can to get u back..

but since u have decided on this decision...

i shall respect u...

but still..

i will nt give up..

i will still be waiting..

but hw long can i wait..

i duno..

be it days, mths, years, decades..

i duno..

but i think i will take a long time to forget it ba..

u are the 2nd guy i ever cried for..

i realli duno hw to face u again when i see u...

hw i wish that we have never start before at all..

but still..

think we made the wrong step ba...

still, u are the best in my heart...

i still love u...

but things are nt gonna be the same again...

=>the truth<=
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